tonight was really hard.. i helped my two best friends, mark and jamie, move out of there apartment. Now they are only moving about an hour away… and i know thats not that far.. but it is still really hard.
This event marks a domino effect of goodbyes for me in the next month. There are 4 more sundays left at the church i have come to call my home. 4 sundays left with the students and leaders that have become my family, my friends, my everything.
I met mark and jamie about a year ago. And it has been so easy from the beginning to just talk to them and hang out with them. I have been able to trust them with so much, and have been so lucky to have them to go to when ever something goes wrong. I honestly could not have asked for better friends.
I really hate change. I always have. But i know i need to just trust in God. I know he put Jamie and Mark in my life for a reason, and i know that they will remain a major part of my life, just as they do now. It’ll just take a little more work.
I am just wondering when things are going to start looking up for me.. I feel like things just keep getting worse… but I know God wont give me more then I can handle.
oh well thats all for now..
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